Stepping ahead.

Disappoint yet impress!

   You guys, totally bring it up to whole new level. It is as if all of you are a miles ahead where I can barely make a step. One question pop out in my mind just now, if there is a job interview to hire 1 or 10 people from our community, would I be one of them? Seeing you all, my answer is no. Not yet, not now. Everyone has strengths and weaknesses. My biggest weakness perhaps, is that I am too dependent, too comfort with the strength that I thought I have. My mind convinced that I already knew my weaknesses, but yet I’m still the same stubborn, negligence person who still in here, the same spot and same level- stagnant. That is just not right. That is dumb. Hey current me, you disappoint me. Help me, help yourself, make something for future you. Take whatever initiative to improve. Be better! Be outstanding! Get yourself out of the box! To all my friends, thank you for being intelligent, smart and respected. You guys wake me up. One thing for sure, I wouldn’t allow you to beat me at my best game. Not ever. Further, I want to beat all of you at your best game. And that’s a challenge! Starting from now, let’s make today better than yesterday, everyday! Slowly, but effectively. May all of us gain faiz. Success.

- Just an ordinary person trying to become extraordinary. InsyaAllah.

Reference :
http://www.webmd.com/parenting/baby/ss/slideshow-baby-milestones-first-year

Hey AFTAS, TC :)

   What’s AFTAS? AFTAS is acronym for Association of Fast Track Accounting Students. It’s an organization formed for the purpose of providing activities to students especially those who take accountancy course in Puncak Perdana. Besides come out with lots of events, AFTAS also provide chances for the committee to develop themselves and polish their talents in program managing area. Most of the events are held in faculty or students’ accommodation while some of them held outside.  Proudly said, I am the president of this organization B) Haha, atleast until today. Why? Because tonight, there will be an Annual General Meeting (AGM). An event that will nominate new president. So by the end of the day, I’m going to hand out the title, together with responsibilities to one of the three candidates.

   Back then, it all started after I and my classmate attended ‘Jamuan Raya’ held by Komandar Kesatria. That night my friends asked if I would like to join AFTAS. Why would I join AFTAS?

   Fast track, is not a normal track. The people here, they are not normal. Here, I live in the environment that packed with intelligent students whose majority were the best in their previous schools. My friends, or I like to address them as competitors, they are outstanding. Living in this community, I felt that I’m not competence enough to challenge them. I must do something.

   So that night, I went to AFTAS interview and manage to get accepted by them. Surprisingly, I was chosen as one of the candidates to replace our former president, Nik Hajar Nabila. More surprisingly, last year, at the very same hall as tonight’s venue, I was given a trust to carry the title of president. Despite felt scared for the responsibilities that I need to fulfill, I convinced myself this is an opportunity God gave me to improve myself. There must be hikmah for this.

A year has passed.

   The journey that I experienced, are hardly described by words. All the events that AFTAS has come out with are impossible to be held if I didn’t get support from my teammates. For AFTAS committee, it has been fascinating meeting all of you, buddy. We shared joy and tears. You have been like brothers and sisters to me. Each of you does has unique talents and I‘m sure there are tons of them that still hidden. Perhaps due to my weaknesses, I’m not fully utilized your expertise and capabilities. Therefore, I would like to express my deepest apologize for not making AFTAS the best platform to test out your true potential. Keep strike for the excellent. Don’t let that stars inside you lose the light, polish and turn each of them into as bright as the Sun.

   To deputy dean of students’ affairs, Prof Madya Dr Rohaya, you treat students like your own children. You have been like a mother to me. Thank you for your undivided guidance and support throughout my journey.

   As for AFTAS new generation, there will be lots of obstacles waiting ahead. My advice? Be firm and and stay strong. View them as challenges and turn each of it into stepping stone in your journey towards improving yourselves. Support your president throughout up and down. Don’t let him/her alone. Be a backbone for him/her.

   Finally, to future president, be a better leader than the previous. "The great leader is those who can create better predecessor than himself." So, make me a great leader, surpass me! Make AFTAS a platform that will produce more leaders and make this organization become respected. May the best candidate wins!

THANKS.

Reference :
http://uitmaftas.blogspot.com/

Ailah

“Begitu ramai org yg sibuk mengejar jodoh, walhal jodoh itu telah ditetapkan, dan begitu sedikit mereka yg berlari mendapatkan hidayah, walhal hidayah itu perlu dicari.”

  Wahai diri, yakinlah telah ada bidadari tercipta buatmu, sama ada dia wujud di dunia ini, atau dia menunggumu di syurga sana.

  Jadi hanya tunggu sahajalah? Tidak. Apa yang perlu kau lakukan ialah persiapkan diri, persiapkan ilmu, teguhkan iman, kembangkan fikiranmu. Kelak, kau punya tanggungjawab yg sangat besar.

  Jika diizinkan Allah kepadamu mempunyai ailah, kau punya amanah untuk bimbing dia, ajar, didik dan bantu dia menjadi isteri mithali, anak yang solehah, guru yang baik kepada anaknya, jiran yang menunaikan hak, dan yang paling penting misimu untuk jadikan dia ketua para bidadari. Indahnya perkataan, beratnya pelaksanaan. Ya Allah, kau mudahkanlah urusan kami.

  Isteri, anak2. Ya Allah, indahnya percaturan fitrah yg telah kau tetapkan buat manusia. Seronoknya memiliki keduanya. Tp…usah terus dibuai mimpi, jgn diulit angan2 hingga memakan diri. Jika zuriat yg diminta, ramai yg telah berjaya mendapatkannya. Zuriat yg soleh dan solehah?Mereka perlu dibentuk.

  Benar, bahagianya membayangkan dianugerahi mereka. Si kecil penceria suasana, syaliah bagi hati, sakinah buat diri, motivasi utk lebih memantapkan ilmu dan iman. Namun, di bahagian hati yg lain, tersembunyi rasa takut, gementar, tidak yakin akan kemampuan diri utk memiliki mereka. Mereka adalah amanah. Yang paling berat bagi manusia tidak lain adalah amanah. Ya Allah, jika dikurniakan kesempatan memiliki mereka, kurnialah daku ank yang soleh dan solehah yang doanya untukku diterima olehMu.

  Bagaimana miliki anak yg soleh dan solehah? Dr Farhan Hadi, suami kepada penulis terkenal, ustzh Fatimah Syarha pernah mengupas di  dalam ceramah beliau baru2 ini, anak ini mempunyai hak. Antara hak mereka selain diberi nama yang baik ialah memiliki ibu yang mampu membimbing mereka kepada agama. Jelas maksud yang disampaikan beliau ialah step yg pertama memiliki ank2 yg mampu menjadi saham pahala di akhirat kelak berlaku sebelum kelahiran mereka lagi. Iaitu ketika proses pemilihan ibu kepada anak tersebut. 

Ya Allah kurniakan daku ailah yg solehah.

Mengharapkan wanita solehah, walhal diri ini tak sesoleh mana.

  Wahai pemilik nama, jika kau punya angan2 memiliki isteri terpelihara, peliharalah dirimu. Jika kau pasang impian punya anak yg soleh dan solehah, solehkanlah dirimu. Bukankah “orang yang baik untuk org yg baik”?

*Ailah  = ahli rumah
Syaliah = penghibur hati
Sakinah = ketenangan

SMKS7; farewell

   Friday. 26th june 2009. Hari penyerahan report card. Spatutnya kakak yg wakilkan. Kakak tengah free mse 2. Tp atas alasn yg tak dpt dielakkn (eleh mlas snaye), tpakse la ayh yg ambik (adush :s). Ayh tkd la garg mane pun, tp tegas 2 still ad. Gru kels 4sc3 wk2 tu Puan Nor Afidah (sdp name ckgu hehe). Smpai turn ktorg, ckg keluarkn slip. Tertera dgn jelas mrkh 3 subject diukir dgn dkwt pen merah. Ouch! Antre sbjct yg dpt mrkh 'trpuji' ; chmst, lk, n addmth. Est,agme n mth dpt a. Sej, bm, bi tgah2. Physc pulk ckup2 mkn je. Kdudukn dlm kels dpt 8. Actly ta stdy sgt pun hee. Kseluruhnnye nampk cm tkd la trok sgt. Tp pndgn ayh laen. Kat tgah2 prbncgn, ayh ckp, kalau mule2 (basic) pun da ta boley bwk, lepas ni lg la susa. Ckg ad la bckup ckp bg la budk pluang, bru prtghn tahun. Tp ayh tetp ngan pndiriannye. Ayh sndri pun tau susa mybe sbb ayh pun amek engineerg dlu. Ayh sarankn supaye tuka course; acc. Ish bia btol ayh nie. Ta mcm rushg sgt ke. Ayh pun ad tye2 pasl kels sbelh, 4acc. Ckgu ckp kels 2 da tlampau padat, stdnt nye 40+. Na dbndgkn dgn kels ktorg yg ta smpai 30 mmg la jauh beza.

   Then smpai mse pulg. Ta fll0w ayh blek(ehe slmtkn diri). Staybck dgn ehsn n membe2 laen t0k solt jumt tros. Da mule pk sket2 ap yg ayh ckp. Tp mse 2 ta amik serius lg. Then weekend 2 ad bncang2 skaly dgn umi. Umi pun 1 kpale dgn ckgu, ckp bgla pluang faiz buktikan. Mase 2 ad 2 plihan; prove kt ayh yg ayh sala or ekut yg ayh suggest. I think i'm the kind of person who like to play on the safe side n follow the path given. Mybe thats why i choose to change. N mybe thats the reason i pick engineerg for my course at the 1st place; followg others. Ish3 takd pendirian. Rasenye start accept cdgn ayh 2 mse hari isnin or slase. Tp ta bgtau ayh lg cuz na pk msk2 dulu. Time 2 da tau da akan pndah, but ta taw lg kt mane. Ayh ad cdangkan sec2 or 9. Hurm...

   Next week after report crd 2 still lg skula mcm biase. Mse 2 bdn pgaws tga planning utk buat trip pgy lgkwi(kalau ta silap). 1 of my best buddy, anis :), who is also a prefect, ad tye pasl trip 2 dkt YM. Then ckp la myb na pnda da kowt. Isk2 ;( . Dye la org ptame yg tau faiz na pnda (hehe bgge anis). 2nd person is kak aqilah, also a prefect. Time 2 dye tga na cllect duet utk tag pgaws. Explain la dkt dy dgn rgkas. The 3rd person is nurul afidah bt baharin :).

   Mostly punce result mid year trok myb cuz ta pndai bhgikan mse. Lepas skula slalu lepak, ptg2 maen dota(game comptr), ahak ketagih kowt. Then mlm2 leps isyk da ngantk da. Hw ta sentuh pun, ish3. Kalau skula dkat2 sini, envirnment still same. Susa la kowt na brubh. Then 1 tempat just pop out on my mind ; JALAN KEBUN.(unik kan name hehe)

   Finally, hari jumaat 3 Julai 09, lepas mghrb, bgtau la ayh. Lepas explain sebab2nye, ayah pun stuju. Ayh ckp proses myb amek mse dlm smggu. Sbtu ahd 2 gune la mse utk kenal2 dgn subjct acc :) pinjam bku dr Hilma. Tq Hilma :D aha mse mule2 bce la sbijik2 dr bab 1. Byknye story pasal acc ni, mcm sej pun ade. Later on  bru tahu ta brape pentg pun yg tu =,= tp ade jugk yg sgt3 pentg, cuz basic die ade dekat bab1 n 2. Hilma pun pelik je ade budk engineerg na blaja acc. Dye pun tye2 la n she's the fourth person to know :D

  Hari isnin dtg la skula dgn anggapan ini myb mgu terakhir, hari isnin yg terakhr bergelar plajar SMK Seksyen 7 ;(. Itu la kowt satu2nye mase try na faham n hayati lirik lgu skula hek2. Moody sgt hari tu. Lepas ni na kne tinggalkn skula yg da lebih 3 stengah tahun study (mostly main je hee). Tkkan jmpe da skula segi empat mcm tu kt tempat lain. Lepas ni da tak ade da trip pgy tandas rmai2, men bola kat dalm kelas, makn roti n ais kosg dkt hdayh, lalu tasek tiap2 kali balik. Smue kawan2, old and new. Some of them even da kenal dari skula rendah lagi. Mybe ni kowt perasaan budk2 asrama mse diorg na pgy dulu.

   Lepas da balik skula, ptg tu ayh pun pulang. 1st thing yg kluar dari mulut ayh mse tu, "Faiz, esok da bole start dekat jalan kebun". What? NOOO~! cakap 1 mgu, orang ta farewell pun lgy dgn kawn2. Ayah pun izinkn la skula lagi 1 hari. Wktu rehat tu ade jmpe anis. Bgtau dye esok na pnda da. Muke dye nmpk tkejut sgt. N anis diam aje mse tu. Hee sory anis.

   Oh ya! Malam sbelum tu ade text hilma ckp na pulgkn bku akaun esoknye. Hilma pun tnye ta bgtau sape2 ke? erm..ta pndai na farewell la. Klu bgtau pun bukn scare publc kowt. Da plan da na staybck dgan shahida, nzrah, ameera n plan na bgtau dorang time tu. Mse rehat dekat skula hilma bwak g jmpe susu. Die acah2 na bgtau susu. Haa susu pun da plek da. Then hilma pun ckp. Ahak tercengang die. Die la org ke 5. :)

  1.40, kelas tamat. Pgy la cpt2 bdiri dekat pintu depan, n salam smue yg lalu.  Just syum dan salam. Haha diorg tengok pelik je budak nie. Last skaly tggal la sorang dengan monitor, Ehsan. Pegy la tulis dekat blackboard besa2 Bye, - dari faiz. Ehsan yg tak tahu menahu pun join je la conteng2 hak2. Time tu bru na pk na bgtau mcm mne kat ehsan. Engt time otw turun bwh na bgtau. Belum kua kelas, tiba2 Anis, Nawal, Mea n Ecah masuk (ta sure ckup ke empat2 ta sempat kire la hehe). Aha ble ehsan dpt tau, ehsan ckp "HAAA yeke?" dgn muke dye yg blur2. Ehsan org ke 6 :). Err nawal mea ecah ni org ke brape ek? :S Hee kantoi dgn anis ta bgtau sape2 B-) Anis mcm na mara je :P Dye dgn kawan dye pgy bwak lari beg n text books hak2. Otw turun tu borak2 la rgkas dgn ehsan. Hantar ehsan pgy gate blkang. Kat sane jmpe Faisal, Aisyah n Azim. Azim ajak mkn dekat hidayah. Then lepas da hug ehsan :$, pgy kjup lbry na ajk shahida nzrah ameera ishma mkn skaly. Then serempak dgn anis n BEG plus TEXT BOOKS yg die bwk lari. Anis pun pulgkn, n dye ckp ad sumthg dkat dalm bku teks. Die suruh bce n reply kat die. Selak2 bku, jumpe skeping krts F4 dilipat 4. Tros msuk dlm pocket. Then smpai dekat kdai mkn bru bace, ouh kate2 smagat rupenye :) . Siap ade poem lgy hehe. Tengs sgt2 kat korg especially anis n ecah yg tuliskn poem tu. Sgt2 bmakne :D 

   Then smue yg ade dekat kdai mkn tu pun tahu. Plus dak2 len yg terserempk mse stayback like ameera nastasya :) . Itu pun jmpe dye mse na balik. N n mase na klua paga tu, ktorg rmai2 bdiri dekat line pintu gate A haha. . Itu la last time klua sbagai student SMK Seksyen 7 :) Hari selase 7 Julai 2009. Bye2 skula ;)